Friday, December 11, 2009

压抑

情绪 无处宣泄
不被谅解 只能这样被压抑着
不想为了这些事而争吵,
搞得自己像个叛逆的孩子
不是要搞对抗 耍叛逆,
只希望能被谅解

从来不觉得自己有错
不敢争论只是因为面对自己在乎的人,
再怎么理直气壮眼泪还是会掉,
我输在自己的脆弱
所以只能压抑着 自己生气

以为随着时间的流失情况会改善
可是年龄的增长并没有改变他们的想法
我念的不再是小学中学 而且就快毕业了
难道学生就不能?
你们不会了解被阻止去见想见的人的感觉
难道学生就不会思念?

事情会一直重复
我自己生闷气,然后没事
然后再生气,又再没事
周而复始,直到……
我不再是学生?

看着朋友们的情况
有时……真的很羡慕……

5 comments:

  1. 我也觉得你的家人很奇怪~
    为什么到现在还要反对~
    也许,他们不舍的你吧~
    不想你酱快属于另一个人~
    Sweetheart,忍忍吧~
    竟然学生的身份还有半年就要结束了
    如果毕业了还反对,不如离家出走?
    哈哈哈~顺其自然就好~~~~~
    不要理他们~只要你和他明白就好~

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  2. haha yalo...i oso waiting for de end of "student life"...thx sweetheart

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  3. for them...v always is a child that dunno how evil the society is.....so..lo....
    recently...mayb i become brave d...i rmb wat i say: " you always yiwei de lah..wat i do wat i think u also duno." i know it is bad to use not good tone...but after that..sumtime my mum will help me say so to my dad...dunt always yiwei wat we will do...v grow up d....
    so....add oil o.....curi curi go to meet lah...i help u think reason if u cant think^^

    be happy dear..SMILE...n think positive will bring good luck^^

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  4. missing u so muchie le... i missed the days we spent in the lab. just saw this post, n can guess what happen de.me too, agree all parents also same kilang de. me too always "fa pi qi", ended up need to comfort back myself also. u no need so "grey", ur family members will soon making ways to ur sweet sweet world. just the matter of time only. be patience. muaks. CHANG you always. just be happy. that is utmost important!

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  5. hehe thx all...i m ok lar juz sum times reali bu xiang so wan fa xie XD

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