Monday, March 7, 2011

失业。失眠

不知不觉失业超过一个月了
虽然我一直安慰着自己,
这一个多月里有半个月是农历新年假期 XD
整个二月还是很开心地在享受假期,还在cny mood
毕竟也好久没放过长假了
之前以为一个月应该足以让我找到工作,
三月应该可以开始上班了吧
结果?是我太高估自己?
还是我太天真?找工作不是那么简单?
申请的十多份工作只有一间公司叫我interview,
朋友介绍的,也在面试之后全无音讯……
是自己的能力有问题?还是因为太贪心了?

然后进入三月,除了继续失业,竟然还开始失眠……
一股挫折感一直藏在心里
大家不是说新年过后会有很多空缺吗?
那为什么没有人找我?resume写得太烂?
薪水要求得太高?
我迷茫了……
该听谁的?我要的是什么?我要的就能得到吗?

三月应该是开心的,三月是属于我的月份
现在就让我许愿吧~
我不要失业,不要失眠……
让我们尽快找到适合自己的工作,每晚安稳地一觉睡到天亮~

4 comments:

  1. Relax my dear, everything will be alright~
    no work doesnt means u're not functioning or u're having problem or whatever..
    it juz det the chance haven't reach only..
    u start to get insomnia is juz because u're not tired, coz u got no stress, no work mar..
    and + a bit of worries.. det's why..
    take it easy, the road is still long~ u're still young! cheers girl!=)
    all the best~

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  2. thx hui xin TvT
    i feel better now..
    juz sometimes at 寂静的夜里 will bit moody XD

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  3. emo gal, hope that you'll be alright
    add oil for you :D

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  4. emmmm.... tot u would enjoy ur current life which i wish i could do like u~

    maybe u can take a breath and try to find another job ^^ with my blessing, sure u can get a better job =) just like what i told, i can get a job, why not u??? !!!!!

    call me out when u need someone to talk to lar ~
    i'll be there for u d =p

    siaoway

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